Friday, September 10, 2010

Hormonal Therapy For Transgender

10.

I know that something is beyond me, something very important relationship between Van and I, however a noise distracted me, accompanied by a lot of screaming from the room. I try my feet but I'm still very weak and Van helps me get dressed.

The living room has the door ajar and heard the deep voice of my father and my mother's sharp face. Van Stop by the elbow and told him to keep quiet to hear the conversation - if you can call it that, next to the door.

Oly "I swear, I swear I have nothing to do! - Insists my father, - any attack perpetrated against Shawn has been held behind my back.
"Well

King often-comic're done ... my mother .- I'll tell you one thing Uriel, listen well, have bitten twice and Shawn, one more bite and an exchange of blood and, you know what happens!

"That will not happen, not if I ...
- if you do not? If you are unable to control what happens between your politics ... I promise you, as Shawn has become a vampire in a manner so egregious, can not, or do anything to rein in the rebels!

- Are you listening? YOU are the first ignorant, you know that your people are threatening to kill our daughter?

- Wh-what!? - The wonder is palpable is his voice.
-Shawn, enters.

I do not know what time I had discovered spying Uriel and I go head down followed by Van, who stays a few steps behind me.
"My child, is it true?

Sigh.

"Yes, I do not know who is behind the threats but it's true, do not know why, I prefer to ignore the part where I know Shane is the one who threatens me.

And there is silence. Lately I'm doing a big fan of the awkward silence and know that at this time, my parents speak telepathically because only nod or shake their head as to look at each other.

-Shawn-my father breaks silence - since both parties are betraying us, we must find a place to hide, for your safety ... and hire someone to protect you.

- I can do it, "agrees Van.

- And who are you?

"I'm a shifter of this, my name is Van Allen and I give my life for your daughter, if necessary.

- I understand ... - murmured my father, take your eyes off .- But you just is not enough ...
Surprised by the statement of Van, I am doubly deluded when I hear:

- Lurik Can you trust? He has been with her for a few days, helping.

"Yes, I call.

That said, we invite you to retreat and Van follow me to the backyard, where I sit pensively in a polished wooden bench. I know the relationship between my father is on the line and that scares me, they are the fulcrum of my entire world, if separated, it would collapse on me. On the other hand, the proposed Van declaration and I collide.

-Van, why has proposed before Lurik?
"Well ... if there is something in which I said that can not be trusted, has shown you import and, above all, is your security and, despite bad I protect myself I can not.
"I understand ... and they do give your life for me? Fully

-Shawn.

Your eyes rest in my piercing and I have the feeling that at any moment my heart will go through the mouth. I watch his lips unconsciously and wish him a kiss. I remember the topic before and tried to address it somehow, but gradually gets closer to me and words seem to have vanished from my vocabulary. Missing

mm for our lips and eager to rub the distance shortened, causing it to rub gently ... sounds our lips and a mobile, a fucking phone!

Separated from me with disgust and watch the screen, causing a radical change in his expression and his face, which turns white. It leaves the bank and get away for privacy and following terse nods, saying, hangs and hangs.

- What? - He asked from behind.

I see you shiver and clench their fists.

you She told you not to leave but I have to go ...

Shawn - What? B-but, why?
"I just called my mother telling me going to sacrifice my sister for dishonoring the family by disobeying the order of alpha and not taking my punishment.
I know that your tremors are rage and impotence and hear him mourn. Although my selfish side wants Van will not be, I understand your situation and hug him from behind.
-Van is not your fault. We will go together and rescue your sister and

lue ... - No, "she turns and faces me with her eyes red .- I will not put you in danger Shawn. I'll go just because it is my fault that Merle is in trouble. The rescue you and come to protect you, I swear.

She takes his face in both hands and kisses me. The gesture is much more that is an implicit gesture as a compact and I know that will fulfill his oath, that by me again.
Van
"Okay, I'll wait. Van

looks at me and smile as we go back, we said goodbye with his hand and tried to rush his image as if it were the last time you see, turn your entire body and transforms into a beautiful flying eagle that rises to the dark of night.
I have the certainty that something will go wrong, I do not know why but grows within me a feeling of insecurity and need something to relax me. I do not want to enter the house because the weather is quite hostile and I do not want to hear my parents fighting.
I know that what I do is an absolute and utter madness, and for that alone, I decide to carry it out. I turn to the garage and I grope the key box, which removes a key chain with a helmet hanging.

The key is in a beautiful black bike with which I learned to go on this type of bike without falling. As always hiding from my father, armed with patience gardener showed me the basics to be able to ride without killing me.

The push to the outskirts of the house, not to alarm anyone with engine noise and I get going toward the lake of my childhood, it brings me so many beautiful memories. The road is long and narrow again, after two hours, I get to see the building and park next to one of the banks.

is an elongated lake, where you can see the other side in front but not the end of this to the sides. It is surrounded by a thick forest of fir trees dark and lonely moon reflected in black water.

I sit and sigh. A lot has happened and what alarms me most was the comment I heard before, just one more bite and an exchange and I become a vampire but that's not what I want. At this time I understand my mother, everything should continue its course and if my destiny is to be a lamia then I will.
And the guy that, the occurrence of sleep has me confused. Never en mi sano juicio me dejaría hacer el amor por un desconocido y, después está la melodía de la flauta…estoy segura que me hechizo de alguna manera y me da miedo saber que uno de mis enemigos tiene el poder de controlarme.
El silencio me envuelve y empiezo a pensar que no ha sido tan buena idea venir sola a un lago en medio de la nada. Me incorporo y me sacudo los pantalones, ya que veo que ha llegado el momento de volver a casa y, al levantar la vista me quedo petrificada.
Al otro lado de la orilla hay un montón de sombras cuyos ojos, brillantes, me observan. Intento moverme pero mis piernas no responden y, por mi desgracia, empiezan a caminar hacia donde yo estoy.

Need to get out of here or ask for help, if Van were here ... I feel stupid for putting it so easy for my enemies! And when I'm going to realize, my hands cover their mouths and pulled me back.
______________________
Surprise! muahaha You thought they were going to be so easy and Shawn Van? they do not: P
will now y.. brother back? aaah ...
And now Shawn attack .. that will take this girl in mind .. ains ...
Hope you like it:)
Comment plis: D


Hormonal Therapy For Transgender

10.

I know that something is beyond me, something very important relationship between Van and I, however a noise distracted me, accompanied by a lot of screaming from the room. I try my feet but I'm still very weak and Van helps me get dressed.

The living room has the door ajar and heard the deep voice of my father and my mother's sharp face. Van Stop by the elbow and told him to keep quiet to hear the conversation - if you can call it that, next to the door.

Oly "I swear, I swear I have nothing to do! - Insists my father, - any attack perpetrated against Shawn has been held behind my back.
"Well

King often-comic're done ... my mother .- I'll tell you one thing Uriel, listen well, have bitten twice and Shawn, one more bite and an exchange of blood and, you know what happens!

"That will not happen, not if I ...
- if you do not? If you are unable to control what happens between your politics ... I promise you, as Shawn has become a vampire in a manner so egregious, can not, or do anything to rein in the rebels!

- Are you listening? YOU are the first ignorant, you know that your people are threatening to kill our daughter?

- Wh-what!? - The wonder is palpable is his voice.
-Shawn, enters.

I do not know what time I had discovered spying Uriel and I go head down followed by Van, who stays a few steps behind me.
"My child, is it true?

Sigh.

"Yes, I do not know who is behind the threats but it's true, do not know why, I prefer to ignore the part where I know Shane is the one who threatens me.

And there is silence. Lately I'm doing a big fan of the awkward silence and know that at this time, my parents speak telepathically because only nod or shake their head as to look at each other.

-Shawn-my father breaks silence - since both parties are betraying us, we must find a place to hide, for your safety ... and hire someone to protect you.

- I can do it, "agrees Van.

- And who are you?

"I'm a shifter of this, my name is Van Allen and I give my life for your daughter, if necessary.

- I understand ... - murmured my father, take your eyes off .- But you just is not enough ...
Surprised by the statement of Van, I am doubly deluded when I hear:

- Lurik Can you trust? He has been with her for a few days, helping.

"Yes, I call.

That said, we invite you to retreat and Van follow me to the backyard, where I sit pensively in a polished wooden bench. I know the relationship between my father is on the line and that scares me, they are the fulcrum of my entire world, if separated, it would collapse on me. On the other hand, the proposed Van declaration and I collide.

-Van, why has proposed before Lurik?
"Well ... if there is something in which I said that can not be trusted, has shown you import and, above all, is your security and, despite bad I protect myself I can not.
"I understand ... and they do give your life for me? Fully

-Shawn.

Your eyes rest in my piercing and I have the feeling that at any moment my heart will go through the mouth. I watch his lips unconsciously and wish him a kiss. I remember the topic before and tried to address it somehow, but gradually gets closer to me and words seem to have vanished from my vocabulary. Missing

mm for our lips and eager to rub the distance shortened, causing it to rub gently ... sounds our lips and a mobile, a fucking phone!

Separated from me with disgust and watch the screen, causing a radical change in his expression and his face, which turns white. It leaves the bank and get away for privacy and following terse nods, saying, hangs and hangs.

- What? - He asked from behind.

I see you shiver and clench their fists.

you She told you not to leave but I have to go ...

Shawn - What? B-but, why?
"I just called my mother telling me going to sacrifice my sister for dishonoring the family by disobeying the order of alpha and not taking my punishment.
I know that your tremors are rage and impotence and hear him mourn. Although my selfish side wants Van will not be, I understand your situation and hug him from behind.
-Van is not your fault. We will go together and rescue your sister and

lue ... - No, "she turns and faces me with her eyes red .- I will not put you in danger Shawn. I'll go just because it is my fault that Merle is in trouble. The rescue you and come to protect you, I swear.

She takes his face in both hands and kisses me. The gesture is much more that is an implicit gesture as a compact and I know that will fulfill his oath, that by me again.
Van
"Okay, I'll wait. Van

looks at me and smile as we go back, we said goodbye with his hand and tried to rush his image as if it were the last time you see, turn your entire body and transforms into a beautiful flying eagle that rises to the dark of night.
I have the certainty that something will go wrong, I do not know why but grows within me a feeling of insecurity and need something to relax me. I do not want to enter the house because the weather is quite hostile and I do not want to hear my parents fighting.
I know that what I do is an absolute and utter madness, and for that alone, I decide to carry it out. I turn to the garage and I grope the key box, which removes a key chain with a helmet hanging.

The key is in a beautiful black bike with which I learned to go on this type of bike without falling. As always hiding from my father, armed with patience gardener showed me the basics to be able to ride without killing me.

The push to the outskirts of the house, not to alarm anyone with engine noise and I get going toward the lake of my childhood, it brings me so many beautiful memories. The road is long and narrow again, after two hours, I get to see the building and park next to one of the banks.

is an elongated lake, where you can see the other side in front but not the end of this to the sides. It is surrounded by a thick forest of fir trees dark and lonely moon reflected in black water.

I sit and sigh. A lot has happened and what alarms me most was the comment I heard before, just one more bite and an exchange and I become a vampire but that's not what I want. At this time I understand my mother, everything should continue its course and if my destiny is to be a lamia then I will.
And the guy that, the occurrence of sleep has me confused. Never en mi sano juicio me dejaría hacer el amor por un desconocido y, después está la melodía de la flauta…estoy segura que me hechizo de alguna manera y me da miedo saber que uno de mis enemigos tiene el poder de controlarme.
El silencio me envuelve y empiezo a pensar que no ha sido tan buena idea venir sola a un lago en medio de la nada. Me incorporo y me sacudo los pantalones, ya que veo que ha llegado el momento de volver a casa y, al levantar la vista me quedo petrificada.
Al otro lado de la orilla hay un montón de sombras cuyos ojos, brillantes, me observan. Intento moverme pero mis piernas no responden y, por mi desgracia, empiezan a caminar hacia donde yo estoy.

Need to get out of here or ask for help, if Van were here ... I feel stupid for putting it so easy for my enemies! And when I'm going to realize, my hands cover their mouths and pulled me back.
______________________
Surprise! muahaha You thought they were going to be so easy and Shawn Van? they do not: P
will now y.. brother back? aaah ...
And now Shawn attack .. that will take this girl in mind .. ains ...
Hope you like it:)
Comment plis: D


Tuesday, September 7, 2010

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unexpected goodbye 9. Sweet melody

The wind swayed the curtains and air carrying a product of some sweet melody instrument air could not hear. Notes filled me inside and to any other noise or thought they were reduced to nothing. Shawn


addition to the notes I hear my name in a whisper that gives me peace and gradually my name is repeated more often and I feel the need to get closer to see who is calling me.

The room is lit by a dim light coming from the open window overlooking a balcony. Noto float my feet as I head towards the light and melody pervasive and, I discover that the moon is the source of light that adorns the stage where, leaning against the railing, is a guy my age playing a flute. Shawn


is he who calls me, I know, because I look like while I hear my name ring in my ears. It is a delicate features blond guy, really beautiful and to my surprise, the flute away, which remains suspended in the air and smiles.

The melody keeps ringing and I feel the need to get closer to him and see that is real, that is tangible. Me a hand up, cold touch and hug me, causing me to lose in his arms and close my eyes enjoying the melody and his touch.

Start caress my bare back and I am transported back in my bed, my gown but I do not care, because the melody fills the room and makes me feel lost in the myriad of emotions. Shawn


again I close my eyes and I ride the trail that leaves kisses on my neck, my chest and little by little, until my belly, making you want more. I notice his hand stroking my sex and I shiver with pleasure that I notice.

Shawn ... you want more?

Oh yeah, I want more, much more! Then placed on top of me, covering me with his body and enters a envestida me, pulling a groan from me. First start with slow penetration, making me excited with each more.

I still kissing her neck and chest while increasing the speed of envestida and pleasure, then it stops and leaves me, making moan for the break. I turn around and put me on all fours and, without giving me a second to be aware, I penetrates the anus to provoke a scream of pain, muffled by the pillow.

continued with the work, while I stimulate the clitoris, causing pain to decrease and increase the pleasure, which goes current fast-paced, making you an intense orgasm. I know that he is short, their envestida are growing fast and need and I need, I note that there is within me.

And suddenly, I feel as close to my shoulder and bites me, causing me from another orgasm. Drink from me until I stop moving and, as if by magic, the melody disappears and the pleasure is displaced by a terrible pain that makes me cry.

I open my eyes but the pain does not go away and my room door open, giving way to my mother, Van and other faces that I can not identify more, the guy is. I'm naked and covered in blood and see horror vampire bite on my shoulder.

-Exit all here, right now! Search by any person outside who do not know.
That said, my mother hugs me and looks at me. I'm in shock, trying to remember if it was a dream or not, but just remember the music.

-Shawn, are you okay? - Ask my mother shaking .- This is unbelievable ... how dare, how dare your father to let you do this ... you!

And away abruptly, in less than a second self-control his temper and fade, as I hope, runs out of the room. His last words worry me I do not want to be angry with my father.

I bathe, but I can not move, my body does not react, I guess the loss of blood and when I think I'll pass out, hands me rise from the bed and caught me in her arms.

-Van, let go! However

not receive any reply and, although I try wriggle out of his grip and I find it impossible to get carried away. I carefully placed in the bathtub and turned half hot and half cold water and, with the help of a sponge, which throws soap begins to gently rub the entire body.

The mental fatigue and the fact of being in this situation, being careful Van, make a dent in me and I feel like I fall apart and I do not care all, I begin to mourn.

cry because I'm scared.

cry because I'm not who should be.

cry because I want to kill.
cry because I have to choose to die.

cry because my parents are going to fight.

cry because I can not be a normal girl.

cry because I love betrays me.

I'm crying because he loved.

cry for this illogical reality that surrounds me. Van

me tears clean by hand, causing me to cry more. I love to hug and kiss, feeling I have.

"Do not cry, please ... - he covers his face with his hands while shaking his head .- I'm a mess, really, I should not let this happen. I will not walk away from you, I will not let anything happen to you!

-Van but have a girlfriend. I do not want to intrude ...
- Do not mess with anything! I was a fool, sorry ... I do not deserve to forgive me, then to hurt you, I know you deserve the truth ...

- For Cuéntamelo!

"Okay ... - look me in the eyes and out of the tub, wrapped in a towel. I picks her up and carried me to bed, which is already clean, I stretched gently and lies down beside me, hugging me and hug him the same way, as if he feared would disappear.
"There are many clans shifters are not satisfied that you're the queen, that is, who is a vampire's reign, and I was one of them. One day came a letter alpha with a date and a mission where we would endeavor to kill you and, as I wanted to show my worth as a warrior family, showed me volunteer to go.

I know I look horrible I did not ask to understand me. The venue was the party and we had to wait for the moment to attack, but that was when I first saw Shawn and I knew ... I knew my life would not hurt anyone.
So I disobeyed a direct order to kill you and you defended, then could not go back to my pack as I had to kill me or kill me if I lived without your body. I took my feelings for you and decided to stay by your side, no matter what happened, Shawn, you are now my all.

His words move me and get to the depths of my being. I feel good because I'm not alone, I have for him and for a moment I'm happy, until I remember another.

- What about the other girl?

"I was a real coal ... but talk to her and ended. Istar and I had a real relationship, we met one summer and she decided to be my girlfriend ... and I said no. In addition, lives in another town, really far and not see her ever saw her only once after that summer, at Christmas, I went home one day and take a whole day to reach more than one in return.
"But ... you love her or love her ... how do you blend that feeling fast?

- Do not you see Shawn?
____________________ Capitulo 9 =)
Comenten plis ^^
unj besitoo! y hasta el sabado :P
Malinka

Sony Dvp Sr200p Turn Off Captionl

unexpected goodbye 9. Sweet melody

The wind swayed the curtains and air carrying a product of some sweet melody instrument air could not hear. Notes filled me inside and to any other noise or thought they were reduced to nothing. Shawn


addition to the notes I hear my name in a whisper that gives me peace and gradually my name is repeated more often and I feel the need to get closer to see who is calling me.

The room is lit by a dim light coming from the open window overlooking a balcony. Noto float my feet as I head towards the light and melody pervasive and, I discover that the moon is the source of light that adorns the stage where, leaning against the railing, is a guy my age playing a flute. Shawn


is he who calls me, I know, because I look like while I hear my name ring in my ears. It is a delicate features blond guy, really beautiful and to my surprise, the flute away, which remains suspended in the air and smiles.

The melody keeps ringing and I feel the need to get closer to him and see that is real, that is tangible. Me a hand up, cold touch and hug me, causing me to lose in his arms and close my eyes enjoying the melody and his touch.

Start caress my bare back and I am transported back in my bed, my gown but I do not care, because the melody fills the room and makes me feel lost in the myriad of emotions. Shawn


again I close my eyes and I ride the trail that leaves kisses on my neck, my chest and little by little, until my belly, making you want more. I notice his hand stroking my sex and I shiver with pleasure that I notice.

Shawn ... you want more?

Oh yeah, I want more, much more! Then placed on top of me, covering me with his body and enters a envestida me, pulling a groan from me. First start with slow penetration, making me excited with each more.

I still kissing her neck and chest while increasing the speed of envestida and pleasure, then it stops and leaves me, making moan for the break. I turn around and put me on all fours and, without giving me a second to be aware, I penetrates the anus to provoke a scream of pain, muffled by the pillow.

continued with the work, while I stimulate the clitoris, causing pain to decrease and increase the pleasure, which goes current fast-paced, making you an intense orgasm. I know that he is short, their envestida are growing fast and need and I need, I note that there is within me.

And suddenly, I feel as close to my shoulder and bites me, causing me from another orgasm. Drink from me until I stop moving and, as if by magic, the melody disappears and the pleasure is displaced by a terrible pain that makes me cry.

I open my eyes but the pain does not go away and my room door open, giving way to my mother, Van and other faces that I can not identify more, the guy is. I'm naked and covered in blood and see horror vampire bite on my shoulder.

-Exit all here, right now! Search by any person outside who do not know.
That said, my mother hugs me and looks at me. I'm in shock, trying to remember if it was a dream or not, but just remember the music.

-Shawn, are you okay? - Ask my mother shaking .- This is unbelievable ... how dare, how dare your father to let you do this ... you!

And away abruptly, in less than a second self-control his temper and fade, as I hope, runs out of the room. His last words worry me I do not want to be angry with my father.

I bathe, but I can not move, my body does not react, I guess the loss of blood and when I think I'll pass out, hands me rise from the bed and caught me in her arms.

-Van, let go! However

not receive any reply and, although I try wriggle out of his grip and I find it impossible to get carried away. I carefully placed in the bathtub and turned half hot and half cold water and, with the help of a sponge, which throws soap begins to gently rub the entire body.

The mental fatigue and the fact of being in this situation, being careful Van, make a dent in me and I feel like I fall apart and I do not care all, I begin to mourn.

cry because I'm scared.

cry because I'm not who should be.

cry because I want to kill.
cry because I have to choose to die.

cry because my parents are going to fight.

cry because I can not be a normal girl.

cry because I love betrays me.

I'm crying because he loved.

cry for this illogical reality that surrounds me. Van

me tears clean by hand, causing me to cry more. I love to hug and kiss, feeling I have.

"Do not cry, please ... - he covers his face with his hands while shaking his head .- I'm a mess, really, I should not let this happen. I will not walk away from you, I will not let anything happen to you!

-Van but have a girlfriend. I do not want to intrude ...
- Do not mess with anything! I was a fool, sorry ... I do not deserve to forgive me, then to hurt you, I know you deserve the truth ...

- For Cuéntamelo!

"Okay ... - look me in the eyes and out of the tub, wrapped in a towel. I picks her up and carried me to bed, which is already clean, I stretched gently and lies down beside me, hugging me and hug him the same way, as if he feared would disappear.
"There are many clans shifters are not satisfied that you're the queen, that is, who is a vampire's reign, and I was one of them. One day came a letter alpha with a date and a mission where we would endeavor to kill you and, as I wanted to show my worth as a warrior family, showed me volunteer to go.

I know I look horrible I did not ask to understand me. The venue was the party and we had to wait for the moment to attack, but that was when I first saw Shawn and I knew ... I knew my life would not hurt anyone.
So I disobeyed a direct order to kill you and you defended, then could not go back to my pack as I had to kill me or kill me if I lived without your body. I took my feelings for you and decided to stay by your side, no matter what happened, Shawn, you are now my all.

His words move me and get to the depths of my being. I feel good because I'm not alone, I have for him and for a moment I'm happy, until I remember another.

- What about the other girl?

"I was a real coal ... but talk to her and ended. Istar and I had a real relationship, we met one summer and she decided to be my girlfriend ... and I said no. In addition, lives in another town, really far and not see her ever saw her only once after that summer, at Christmas, I went home one day and take a whole day to reach more than one in return.
"But ... you love her or love her ... how do you blend that feeling fast?

- Do not you see Shawn?
____________________ Capitulo 9 =)
Comenten plis ^^
unj besitoo! y hasta el sabado :P
Malinka